Sometimes I feel I've got to run awayI've got to get away...

I trust you...
enough to tell you how I feel
I adore you...
when you sing to me
I am so scared of this...
I want to run away...
Away from my incessant comfort...
Your infectious laughter...
Our unfinished thoughts...
I want so badly to push you away
like I do with everyone else...
But then there's that smile...
that gets me every time...
You cock your head to the side,
Push your tongue between your teeth
Say something off the wall
to make me laugh...
and I remember why I stay...
It's the laughter, the comfort,
The chaos and everything else
that scares me...