Sweetness

It's not meant to be (like this)
I pretend that you don't exist
It's hard to hide you from
my cheeky grin and
skipped heart beats
I lose my way as
I'm blinded by your
sunshine rain and impecable sweetness

Would I be wrong to say goodbye?
Stolen dreams and pilfered words
I know I need to leave and omit
bigger heartbreak, but I'm content
I need not to hide, but it's impossible
I've tried, try, try again
I've drowned myself in your alcoholic
tongue and hoped for nothing more
And no, The sweetness will not be
concerned with me

12.9.05